First day of college.

Today was my first day of college, and well it wasn't all that great. I mean, yeah, the whole idea of starting college is pretty cool, but I wasn't bouncing off the walls.

I'm afraid that the people in my Video 1 class will end up to be a bunch of douche bags with no real passion for the world of cinema and video.

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News on the crush? None. Except for the fact that my best friend's telling me not to waste my time. But I just can't help it. I can't just pass something as good as this off so easily. I haven't felt this way since the last Asshole. I want to see him, see how it is between us. I've only just started this, I can't jump to conclusions and give up without testing the water, you know?

Ugh sorry best friend, this is the one time I can't take your word for it.
And if I get hurt, then I can blame myself.

Mood: Shitty.



PS: I hate how i keep checking if he's online, and even if he is, I don't have the guts to speak to him. -_-