Don't mind me, I'm just rambling.

So, alot of weird shit went down today.

One, my ex sent me a voice clip of him singing (OH, hai :3, if you see this) >_> Last time I checked, we were at each others throats.

Anyways, on a second note, I realized I just might have some competition going on.
Ah yes, I believe I'm starting to crush. I'm looking at it as a healthy choice. I can't go on being miserable about the last asshole :). It won't be easy, but at least I'm heading in the right direction, unfortunately I could still see King Asshole in the horizon.
Crushes are entertaining as they are childish. I'm 17 going on 18 in couple of months and I'm still looking for 7th grade crushes.
See, when you have no life like I, you try to find something to keep you busy with your days. I think crushes are perfect. You wake up motivated to be able to talk to them, keeps you at the edge of your seat during conversations, and the littlest things make you happy, putting me in an overall good mood.
I was not aware that I would have competition with this specific one though, but now that I realized I do, i gotta get my shit together and step up to the plate and give it my best shot. What do i got to lose?
Okay , well I've got lots to lose. But whatever.

Also, to be promiscuous or to not be promiscuous, that is the question. C'mon, as wrong as it may be , it is tempting to go off and do whatever the hell you want, with whoever the hell you want. No one could stop you, other than parents of course, but that issue has been long forgotten the day we entered the rebellious teenage hood. I mean, almost everyone knows me as someone with barely any regrets and an open mind. Everything is an experience, so why not experiment. For all we know, we could die tomorrow without experiencing the things we wanted to most in life. I mean, yeah, obviously some things are unattainable at 17, but, you get the point.

Golly, I've written alot. I don't know what struck me tonight, I guess I had to get some things off my chest.

So basically, Current Mood: Bewildered, Competitive & Undecided.

Cheers,


- Kat.